T2 MEMORIES...(SMILING TEARS) E.V Lyrics

YO if I fall two times, I come back on my third
I won't give up, and that's my word
If I fall five times, I come back on my sixth
Even if I'm knocked back a bit I won't give up
If I'm knocked 7 times, I come back on my eight
7 times and 8 times until my life ends
Now knowledge of self thru the pain in this world
I won't give up, and that's my world

all the memories of hate and the lies
don't you know eventually we'll pay the price
all the hopes and the dreams will survive
reunite we got to keep our faith alive

And now that I'm 21 I know about the real world and betrayal
And temptation reaches out to me
I want to taste the opportunites I couldn't have as an innocent child
That time has gone, my hopes and dreams are go
I want to escape from this place
Tears fall, fall, fall as I climb onto the roof and shout
I am going crazy, but...
My words echo back to me
I am alone and sad and feel blank
Then suddenly I feel like spreading my wings
And I want to fly to freedom
Leave the cruel world behind me
I'm looking for my precious times
I'll go as high as s___e to look for the things that can't have again
And I search my memories for those things I have lost
I want to play with my friends
Lie down on the ground and look up at the wide open sky

all the memories of hate and the lies
don't you know eventually we'll pay the price
all my hopes and dreams they seem so far away
I'm sing a song and pray for better day

I feel frozen as I sit inside my room
And hug my pillow as I cry
Its my 20th birthday
And I know I should take responsibilty for my own life
Why is the path so steep?
The mountain of my life is too high
No matter how high I climb I can't seem to reach the top
I walk blindly down the back streets and lose my way in the shadows
I take a step a slower
Its all so out of control that I hate to smile at it, but
let go my pipe dreams that robbed me like a viking
So much happens if we give up risin'
I seem to have found something that I can touch
I could see it in my mother's face
The stars keep passing overhead
And hands of time turn upside down
So the future draws closer

all the memories of hate and the lies
don't you know eventually we'll pay the price
all the hopes and the dreams will survive
reunite we got to keep our faith alive

so there you have it ma whole life with all it's memories
I'm tryna figure out how to set all of my pain free
sometimes i wish that I could turn the hands of time back
so I could rewrite the wrong and put ma life back on the right track
I want to take back what I've lost
I'll keep searching for my life all my days until the end
if I'm knocked 7 times I come back on my eight
7 times and 8 times until my life ends