Built to Spill 3 Years Ago Today Lyrics

the other night I dreamt about a sudden realization
that everything bad that can happen to me would
woke up screaming god I hope I'm not bleeding
out my eyes or mouth when I die
I have seen a sheepish wonder
I see me three years ago today
no one's gonna push my b___ons
no one's gonna have their say a little while later I was trying to remember
but then it didn't seem quite as awful as it seemed
can't believe I won't admit that I have seen a sheepish wonder
I see me three years ago today
no one's gonna push my b___ons
no one's gonna have their way feel about the same but I'm 10 years older
watched my cat die for a month now I have seen a sheepish wonder
I saw you earlier today