ESCAPING MYSELF

I can't describe the way I feel
My inner strength I can't retrieve
Powerless as I am
I'll try to escape
"Escape from what?"
Escaping myself
I can't look back
No way to repent
'cause I've reached the bottom
And I dig my own grave!

I CREEP...
I WANT YOU TO DIE IN ME!

Is this my life?
The way I wanted it to be?
Is this my will?
Just to die waiting for my soul
To be set free?

I fell deep inside
And you're still pushing me so down
I smile and I here the sound of suicide
I'm too f___in' scarred...
"With the gun in my head?
Or the pills in my neck?"

I CREEP...
I WANT YOU TO DIE IN ME!

So this is my life
Sweet silence please feed me with courage
And this is my will
As a big hole with the shape of my heart
On the floor

Dare my b____ to do it
If you know how to swim
Never die in seas
You'll find out how small you are
In front of this...
These are my last words
These I love to whisper...

You never believed in me
You were taking me for granted
I never had a chance
A real chance in my life...

You never believed in me
And I still don't know why...
A never had a chance
A real chance in your life...

I CREEP...
I WANT YOU TO DIE IN ME!

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