Forget The Girl Goodnight Lyrics

I'm staring at a canvas of white / It's marked with tiny scratches seen without light / Thinking hard of what I might say tonight
I turn my head and stare into s___e / I want to hear your voice but it's getting late / Think it might be better for me to wait
I'd kick myself if I could, I'd tear my heart in two / I'd write my words out one by one so they all don't come out wrong /
I would - I should
Breathe in, breathe out / Should I have to go remind myself / Head down, eyes closed / And speak the words I know you know /
So maybe before I have to say, "I'm sorry," I'll say, "Goodnight"
I'm sitting with my back to the wall / I hear the late night clock ringing down the hall / I get on my feet but feel 4 feet tall
I swear won't say much to defend / I swear I'll choose defeat before innocence / Won't hold on to a pride that could never mend
I don't want to go to sleep feeling like I'm way off-key / I don't mean to start a fight, I can't always get things right