Life Long Tragedy Youth Lyrics

Peeling through the layers
Where the f___ have the years gone?
'87 to right now
I lost myself inside the fog
Afraid we'll have to amputate
All your wasted dialogs
Wearing my suburban crown
I let my body drown
Lost track of the resilience
That once helped from falling down
Don't carry my casket
Throw my ashes to the wind
Begin the culmination

They say good things come with age
Cancer, finances, jobs with s___ty pay
Disdain for my coming of age
Wisdom's a prisoner to my pent up rage
Comfort in sins
Tuck me into my death bed

Been depresses about the adult crash
Yeah, I never thought I'd be tricked like that
For all I know still got a gays to go
Until I'm leaving for good and ain't looking back
Bottom of the deepest ocean
Wasn't quite what I was hopin'
Old wounds found ways to reopen
Leaving me confused
Victims of imagination
Do my best to fight Persuasion
Don't know if I have the patience
To wait it out and maybe bloom