Papa Roach My heart is a fist Lyrics

I surrender, I know I've been a pretender
You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well
I wave my flag, I sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender, I know I've been a pretender
I'm living a dead life, I'm staring into the headlights
Of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind, tonight
Crash and burn an S.O.S.
Somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
I'm burning under the spotlight

My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again

Take a look at these hollow eyes, one last look before I say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like I never escape
So watch me fall from grace, watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover I feel I could never escape my fate

My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again

I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
You don't notice me
You don't notice me
You don't notice me

I'm screaming while I pray
While I pray
While I pray
You don't notice me
I'm sick of you, God
I'm done with you

I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again