Converge My Unsaid Everything Lyrics

I said that name and skipped a heartbeat.
I said it with a second chance and a forgetful smile.
I said it with the faint glimmer of suicide.
I tashe my wreckage in our conversations deep under the faint hums of far gone engines.
With all signal flares blazing we lay somewhere inbetween the smeale of yellow lines and a yar of empty promises.
I long for the grant of wings.
I long for the dead of night when all of this passes. You never meant those three words.
Now I can't remember how to set my heart alight you never meant a word.
No a f___ing word of it. Iam so sick of goodbyes.
So sick of committing suicide.
I am so sick of the inbetween, now and then.
So sick of swinging the hammer.
So sick of my suicide, of burying every hero that I had every hero that I had.