Blue October Retarded Dis Figured Clown Lyrics

Learning to love life
by living through loss and mistakes.
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing,
letting go, stripping naked to scream.

I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be.
I am alive in this world of face first falls,
and public breakdowns.

I'm a r_____ed disfigured clown.
Dying to be heard
for the simple art of letting this heavy wall
finally fall.

I'm an equal being of no race or color.
A halucination if you will.

Sneaking into the lives of strangers,
and letting them fall apart to a new rythm.
Just to feel better.

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