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I try and try to focus, focus on what lies ahead
It's my own war, I brought it on. It's as if I'm living dead
I have it all I'm not alone, in your arms I can rest
This I must confess:
You're on fire but to me this feels cold
(it has nothing to do with you)
I have your arms to fall into (but it never feels true)
I thank you for your patience and I thank you for your time
If my heart wasn't this true I guess I would be fine
It's time's like these that make me wish I could play their game
Get cought up in it, try to win it, in this city so vain
I don't have it in me and I'm not even gonna try
I'm not half the man I used to be. I know the reason why
I don't need you I never have but my feelings are true
I believe in this, I bled it so true, true colours for you
This is the heart talking. Making this up I can't do

There is no heaven and there is no hell with an open door for a person like me
There's only the seemingly endless in-between
Honest, patient, consistant and mean