Joy Denalane Heaven Or Hell Feat. Raekwon Lyrics

She dissed me when she walked out the door
She kissed me, Luis Luggage on the floor
Gaising plus the room was misty
I felt the slight urge telling me to wisen up
I can't provise her, she dead in the right, the don's a jiver
I lost the most powerful piece, my queen
Broke her heart in 66 ways for some b____es and schemes
The only thing she left was a rose
And left the Rolls in front of the building
Now how the f___ my pain got exposed

We done come to a point
Where it can't be denied no more
I don't even understand
What we're still in this for
I didn't mind the sacrifice
To keep our love alive
But something died so long ago
Just can't be revived
There comes a time you've got to face the situation
And make a choice in life
We're caught up in a state of hesitation
And that just won't suffice
Don't get me wrong
I done thought this through
The way you hold me used to console me
Now all I feel is the emptiness in you

What do I believe in, Heaven or hell
I Don't believe in heaven cause I'm living in Hell
And that's my life with you

You sang my praises everyday
You used to tell me how you needed me
I know how proud you were that day
I brought home my degree
But you had dreams and all I wanted
Was for you to see them through
And through it all I forgot
That I once had dreams too
I should have had the sense to pay attention
Cause something told me to
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
And lord knows it's true
The years that I gave
Where they all in vain
Used to adore me now you ignore me
How could I know we would end up this way

What do I believe in, Heaven or hell
I Don't believe in heaven cause I'm living in Hell
And that's my life with you

What hurts me most deep inside
Now that I'm letting go, you seem surprised
I watched your back for so many years now
You used to act like you were holding your career down
It's not the dreams, I kissed good-bye
It's that we used to be a team and now we live this lie
What's past is past, now listen well
I'm leaving your a__, cause I'm living hell

What do I believe in, Heaven or hell
I Don't believe in heaven cause I'm living in Hell
And that's my life with you