DMX Slippin (Dirty Version) Lyrics

intro
*DMX laffs~
Yo this life s___ [yeah?]
This life s___ is like...
It's bugged the f___ out you know for real..
See to live is to suffer
to survive, well that's to find meaning in the suffering

chorus
ay yo i'm slippin, fallin', I cant get up
ay yo i'm slippin, fallin', I cant get up
ay yo i'm slippin, fallin', I gots ta get up
get me back on my feet so i can tear s___ up
ay yo i'm slippin, fallin, I cant get up
ay yo i'm slippin, fallin, I cant get up
ay yo i'm slippin, fallin', I gots ta get up
get me back on my feet so i can tear s___ up

I been through mad different phases like Mazes
to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away
If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see my kids
doing something more constructive with they time
than bids I know because I been there
now I'm in there sit back & look
at what it took for me to get there
First came the bullshit the drama with my mama
she got on some fly s___ so I split
and said that I'ma be that seed
that doesn't need much to succeed
strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed
I'm ready for the world or at least I thought I was
baggin' n____s when I caught a buzz
not thinking about how short I was
Going too fast it wouldn't last but yo I couldn't tell
group homes & institutions, prepared my a__ for jail
They put me in a situation forcin' me to be a man
when I was just don't understand without a helpin' hand
d___, was it my fault, somethin' I did
to make a father leave his first kid at 7 doin' my first bid?
Back on the scene at 14 with a scheme
to get more cream than I'd ever seen in a dream
and by all means I will be living high off the hog
and I never gave a f___ about much but my dawg
That's my only motha f___a I had offered my last
Just another little n____ headed nowhere fast

Chorus

That ain't the half s___ get's worse as I get older
actions become bolder heart got colder
chip on my shoulder that I dared a n____ to touch
didn't need a click cause I scared a n____ that much
One deep went to gids startin' s___ for kicks
catchin' vicks throwin' bricks gettin by bein' slick
used to get high to get by used to have to puff my
el in the morning before I get fly
I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethin'
I did some c__e now I'm ready to take something
3 years later showing signs of stress
didn't keep my hair cut or give a f___ how I dressed
I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life
s___ like this kept a n____ with a b_____ knife
wanna make records but I'm f___in' up
I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up

Chorus

Wasn't long before I hit rock bottom
n____s talkin' s___ like d___ look how that rock got him
Open like a window no more Indo look at a video
sayin' to myself that could've been yo a__ on the TV
believe me it could be done somethin's got to give
it's got to change cause I've got a son
I've got to do the right thing for shorty
and that means no more getting high drinking forties
So I get back lookin' type slick again
Fake n____s jump back on my d___ again
Nothin' but love for those that know how it feel
& much respect to all my n____s that kept it real
kept a n____ strong kept a n____ from doin' wrong
n____s know who they is and this is yo f___in' song
and to my boo who stuck with a n____ too
all the bullshit you'll get yours because it's due

Chorus

see this is that s___... this is that s___
that all real n____s can relate too
this is from the heart baby
don't get it twisted
Ha...
X baby!!!