Chuckie Akenz When Im Gone Lyrics

when im gone let dem remember all the things that i achieved/
a little something for those people that could never believe/
a kid like me, born through poverty, no conscience u see/
no father figure, noone figured that predominately/
id grow up, to be curupt from the enviroment im in/
where everybodys life is lost before they even begin/
so how da hell we suppose to win wen the sun here dont even shine/
n everyday im on the grind wish i could turn back the time/
so instead im living crime, dont look at me like im jus stupid/
how the f___ can u judge my life if u never been through it/
i just do this for the music, so i hustle to survive/
n one day ill change the world so deres no struggle no deprived/
dey'll say 'chuckie said it right', cuz my words could never lie/
n my soul could neva die cuz my heart n song collide/
we belong together, my heart in a song, nothing is realer/
when im gone hope dey remember me as more then just a dealer/

when im gone i just wanna be remembered as me, as me, as me x2
cuz wen im gone, wen im gone, wen im gone

so many nights that i've been cold from just hangin out on the street/
cant go home, until i sold every dime n rock just to eat/
n if u dont kno, dont speak, cuz u can never understand/
the sacrifices that i make in order to fulfill my plan/
n a job aint for me man, a 9 to 5 i cant do/
i got to many criminal records my life is so screwed/
n so my attitude brews, ill do whatever it takes/
live this life the hard way for im determined to make/
to be big like an estate, to this world ill demonstrate/
to open eyes to a new era from all the songs i create/
which other artist, came farthest, with the ways i took, honest/
made a name with no dollers, could neva follow regardless/
not the strongest or tallest, just a chin kid from the block/
that spit the real s___, u never ever heard it from us huh?/
dont be mistaken, im from the hood dont mean im f___in black/
im f___in asian, its time to see how this world gon react/

when im gone i just wanna be remembered as me, as me, as me x2
cuz wen im gone, wen im gone, wen im gone

you know its funny, i use to think about it everyday/
and when i had it, i couldnt believe it got pulled away/
but u kno what they say, he works mysterious ways/
n i cant forget, remember it like veterans day/
at a time wen it was dark, u helped me find it in my heart/
another piece to lifes puzzle that was there from the start/
a love that formed from an art, an art we both loved, it was perfect/
or so i thought, until we ended up calling in a forfiet/
inside i find it bullshit, but i guess i cant be selfish/
who am i to get between ur family and ur friendships/
so its music from now, my heart can no longer be played wit/
all i kno is sell drugs, make music and f___ b____s/
make moves n get riches, see my hustle never stop/
n i kno alot of people wanna see my a__ popped/
thats why i keep this gun c___ed, cuz ever since that f___in night/
i aint slipping agian, aint goin out without a fight/
n see im kinda flattered cuz it took that much to take me/
these 10 p____es with guns still not enough to break me/
how many times have i been shot at, cuz a week before that/
i had a 380 pop off in my face, i ignored that/
but after i got touched, dont u notice gun crime went up/
cuz my hood is on fire n we just dont give a f___/
i seen to many ppl shot this whole summer its been crazy/
cant forget 2005 cuz this year is what changed me/
im surprised i aint crazy, hearing shots in the dark/
n wen i wake up in the morning its just weed that i spark/
to try forget my broke heart, n all the curses n blessings/
but cant forget 'to reach the top so we'll be closer to heaven'/

when im gone i just wanna be remembered as me, as me, as me x2
cuz wen im gone, wen im gone, wen im gone