Typhoid Mary Last Line Of Defense Lyrics

I can't hold this tear anymore
I'm feeling this rip faster than it ever has before
I never seem to care
I thought that you'd always be there
But now I know the story never changes
You just don't have the time for me right now
But I'm still waiting
This is my last line of defense
And I can hardly breathe
I've screamed all that I can scream
To just be proud of me now
I can't stand this fear I'm living with
I'm so scared to talk to you it really makes me sick
Of all the games we play
You know the phone works both ways
Now I know the story never changes
You just don't have the time for me right now
But I'm still waiting
You've been taking me for granted
Now I see what you've done to me
You're not ready for this and I'm moving on
I've held on too long