Various Artists Paperboys - One day Lyrics

I sit alone with my thougts and try to capture the essence and knowledge itself. I look for something
solid so a bottle wont help! And i dont wanna bother nobody else so i'm Alone again feeling like a part of me is gone with my friends. So i pretend that im dead but i makes no diffrence, the only way to clear my head is in this weights i'm lifting. i feel my fake shifting out of my head, the way i used to be so proud now its clear i dont understand. Things aint what they used to be i notice pain really aint new to me. im living life it aint so foolishly! So lord leave me give me the strength i know that you allready given me sence and i apriciate it! I saw my wet now so reacreated. But whats the sience? i know it aint much by hey im tryin! Feelin so f___ed and i aint lying, its darknes in me and everyday its getting harder to breath!
see one day - see we survive but it never ends - we're gonna find our way - and catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent - and then a place to stay -see i've been livin just dealin' with what i've been given thinkin this is really somethin when it isn't
if i may - just friday night - and let me find my way - and it's why they might - and there aint nothin i can say - my window why we lit this way
i swear to god i never fracture my honesty, i so they axe what the f___s wrong with me, but see the way i act time wannabe, and normally i wouldnt bother with nuttin' at all, but now im in the rain fillin part of the water that falls, and every f___in breath i take i realise i know that lifes full of lessons u can never be safe, so im lyin here wide awake tryin to find a place while im planning my escape i was plannin' to the states, so i need me a place i can chill and take it easy, breathe freely, and the swell smellin seaweed, with trees and the leaves, and we ought to be the given, but for now im just lost in the rythm
see one day - see we survive but it never ends - we're gonna find our way - and catch a vibe feelin' heaven sent - and then a place to stay -see i've been livin just dealin' with what i've been given thinkin this is really somethin when it isn't
if i may - just friday night - and let me find my way - and it's why they might - and there aint nothin i can say - my window why we lit this way