I'm still frustrated from last night
Things happened in half time I'm sick of the bends
My panic research was no help
I sink into myself afraid of the fall that never ends
Awake but I'm too tired to play pretend
I'll suffocate until the end

No time for half-hearted goodbyes
I turn on the spotlight and flee from the scene
Cheap flight from paris to bangkok
I thought it was non-stop
Can't sleep on the klm again
I haunt the halls of medicine at night
Choking back the urge to fight

Her cat was clawing the floorboards
Just outside of our door
The panic begins...
I searched the whole d___ apartment
From ceiling to carpet
No sign of the things she used to own
As autumn turns its back on me again
I climb the walls for oxygen

My body aches, it heaves it shakes
All somersaults through so-called art
And I still don't know exactly who I am
I never will, amen

She whispers something in my ear
The message is unclear she motions outside
I trail her closely from behind
She tries hard not to cry
She shakes underneath the pouring rain

"I can't compete with all your d___ ideas
This isn't working out for you or me
The truth is I'm too tired to play pretend
This is goodbye this is the end"

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