Ephen Rian With the Absence of Mind Lyrics

The absence of mind, the absence of mind.
I've scratched my knees, take a look at you and ask myself what have I done?
With the absence of mind, I can't stop bleeding again.
So forgive me father, I can't stand this anymore.
I close my eyes and let it pass by.

A fire starts burning and fills my heart with atrocities.
A fire starts burning and fills my heart with passion, to see me standing naked in front of you.
An Illusion that you feel sick while I'm just staring at the sun.
I've scratched my knees.

And when I look at you my hands are shaking, I'm feeling cold.
I tried to be the perfect son for you, I guess I did it wrong.
Can't f___ing stand you, when you look at me your eyes are turning back.
There'll be a great deal of shed blood if you come too close to me.
Just like the secrets in your head. Just like the secrets in your head.
Your anger makes my, my body red from blood.
Just like the secrets in your head. Just like the secrets in your head.
Your anger makes my, my body red from blood.

A passion, to see me standing naked in front of you.
An Illusion that you feel sick while I'm just staring at the sun.
So forgive me father, I can't stand this anymore.

A fire starts burning and fills my heart with atrocities.
A fire starts burning and fills my heart with a,
I start to bleed when you touch me, I can feel your blade under my skin.
Start to bleed, can you feel it.
Now this is me in front of you, one hand on the barrel of a gun.
This is me, with my gun. I start to bleed when you touch me,
I can feel your blade under my skin.
Just like the secrets in your head. Just like the secrets in your head.
Your anger makes my, my body red from blood.
Just like the secrets in your head. Just like the secrets in your head.
Your anger makes my, my body red from blood.