Caliban No more 2nd chances Lyrics

What is the meaning,
which is the drive that keeps on hurting you?
My words are a double-edged sword,
my wounds are your scars of tomorrow!
No more 2nd chances,
no more f___ing chances.
Every step I make is wrong,
it´s like a (f___in) nightmare and there are no more 2nd chances!!
No more 2nd chances,
no more f___ing chances.
All I can see is a horizon of pain (and hatred),
I just reflected cold emotions and I deserve the pain,
maybe I´ll wake up one day!?
No more 2nd chances,
no more f___ing chances.