Insane Clown Posse Manic Depressive Lyrics

(In my minds eye )
you throw wickedness at me
im just a toy to you
i bring no real joy to you
the way i see it, you dont want me here no more
you want a hole in my forehead
and blood pouring on the floor
cuz im so dirty (f___in dirty, shawty)
i wanna barder this body thats hated by everybody
sometimes i dont know why, i continue to try
its so much easier to die
then to get by and to get by and to get by and to get by and to get....

If im gonna die
Im taking you with me
get you and get me, we can be b_____
If im gunna fly (if im gunna fly)
Im gunna succeed
take you and get me, we can be b_____
sometimes i dont kno why, i continue to try
its so much easier to die
then to get by and to get by and to get by and to get by and to get....
(than to get by)...

I dont wanna leave my house,
dont wanna open my mouth,
dont wanna read my mail,
dont wanna meet with pals,
I dont wanna f___ s___ up,
dont wanna f___in get up,
dont wanna take up s___e,
dont want your time to waste,
I dont wanna fight this back,
just wanna fade to black,
dont wanna turn to faith,
I wanna burn at stakes,
I dont wanna build my life,
I wanna b_____ my knife,
dont wanna grab the phone,
dont wanna leave this room,
I dont wanna talk with you,
Im f___in stalking you,
dont wanna fix myself,
I wanna mix myself,
I dont wanna try to change,
just wanna fry my brain,
dont wanna slow s___ down,
I wanna throw s___ around,
I dont wanna run no where,
dont want no one to care,
dont want another crack addict,
I'd rather be a crack addict,
I dont wanna look for hell,
dont wanna help myself,
i dont even wanna try to get by,
to get by, to get by, to get by, and to get by....

*harp music begins*

When the birds are singing,the sunshine is at much more, my tea is the.. (AXE)
-woooooo! you see that s___ jay?! one swing and came right the f___ off!
-she didnt even see you commin dawg!