12012 deep forest Lyrics

te ni iretari ushinattari motometari motomerareta koto mo atta
kurushindari yorokondari naitetari warattari mo dekiru no ni
kizu tsuitari kizu tsuketari aisaretari aishitari s___akatta
aitakute aenakute kurushikute sore ijou ni kanashikute
mou ichido mou ichibyou KIMI no kao miteitai dake na no ni
mou sukoshi ato sukoshi ano saki ni sugu soko ni KIMI ga iru
kiesou na ishiki no naka haitsubari kono te ni tsukanda no ni
setsunai yo kanashii yo mune ga totemo kurushii yo

aenai yoru ni koboreta namida no imi wo
KIMI ni tsutaetai keredo kowagatte bakari
aitai toki ni kanarazu kimi wa inai kara
tsuyoku naru koto bakari de mune ga itai

nee sonna kaze ni sei womukerarete mo boku wa mou kizu tsukanai yo
nee sonna kao de te wo futteita mo boku wa mada wasurarenai
sou KIMI no kotoba KIMI no kaori me wo tojite mo sugu soba ni atte
sou KIMI no serifu ya engi mo subete boku ijou wakaranai ne

aenai yoru ni koboreta namida no imi wo
KIMI ni tsutaetai keredo kowagatte bakari
aitai toki ni kanarazu kimi wa inai kara
tsuyoku naru koto bakari de mune ga itai

ah uso demo motto hohoende dakishimete Kiss wo s___e hoshii
ah kono f__ai mori wa KIMI ga boku ni tsukutta mono da yo ne?

ima KIMI ga koboshita kotoba wa serifu janai yo ne
ima KIMI ga deaeta koto de omoide ni kawatte yuku yo
ima KIMI ga tashikametai yo shinjitsu no kokoro no naka wo
ima KIMI ga omoide ni natte boku no kokoro ni kazarareta
f__ai mori wo koete kita kurai mori wo nukete kita
aitai to negai tsuduke KIMI to deaeta
mou ichido dakishimete hoshii mou ichido waratte hoshii
mou ichido mou ichido...

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Getting (losing) wanting (needing) ...something that I had
I can be tormented (pleased) crying (laughing)
I wanted to hurt (and to be hurt) to love (and to be loved)
Wanting to see you (and not seeing you) in my painful sadness
Another time (another second) if only (just to see) your face
A little more (just a little more) not yet (soon) ...you'll be here
Following you (with vanishing consciousness), I once held you (in these hands)
(Sorrowfully) disconnected from this unbearable pain in my heart *

I can't bear the meaning of these overflowing tears tonight
I have nothing but fear, but I can't tell you
We'll meet, but that doesn't mean that you'll stay
This pain in my heart should merely make me stronger

Though you pretend not to see me, I'm not hurt anymore
Still, I cannot forget your face as I waved my hand goodbye
When I close my eyes, I feel so close to your words, to your fragrance
So I don't realize that it's all an act, that you're just saying your lines **

Ah, I want to be kissed, to be held, to smile with you, even though it's a lie
Ah, Did you create this deep forest within me?

Now your words aren't meaningless, are they? ***
In meeting you my memories are now changing
Now you really know the truth in my mind
My heart is now adorned with your memories
Escaping this gloomy forest, I'm passing through this deep forest
I'll keep hoping to see you again
I want you to hold me again, I want you to laugh with me again
Again...Again...

*lit. "chest"
** Pretty much any time Wataru uses "serifu" he means lines, as in a play. The girl he's moping over is "putting on an act."