Cephalic carnage Analytical Lyrics

This is the end you've gone too far talking s___ incision emotional scars,
You'll rot away, ulcers bleed today,
Bleeding profusely, yet you refuse to quit,
Grab a bottle of gin and take a healthy swig,
I've tried to help you, yet you refuse me, because I smoke pot,
You've never seen me in a drunken stupor,
For years I've watched you be a pathetic fool,
People have robbed you.
Not any more I'm leaving home, sordid man you will die alone.
a___ytical your words they echo in my head,
I'll miss you more when you are dead, for all the hateful things you said, a___ytical!
You could never hold a job, ever since the death of mom, but I tried to help you,
The years of drinking own your soul, you're addicted now, it's beyond your control,
I hate you and wish I were never born, zombified there is no hope,
Paralyzed succumb to the pain in you, father you will writhe in pain,
Ostracized renounce thy family name, sad as it is I wish the best for you,
I smoke weed to keep from killing you... you must let go of the past,
Mom is dead and never coming back, 16 years of verbal abuse,
I was forced to live my life with a chronic alcoholic,
Success was my only goal, all the times I was told I was a worthless piece of s___,
You were never there for me, I supported myself without your help,
Because I can't stand you, you are stupid, going senile xerosis infected.
The cycle of this disease has been broken by me, die die die.