Dir en grey Kiri to Mayu Lyrics

otoroe kuchite yuku kono karada sae nakereba ii

anata to itsu made mo aishi aeta no ni
kono mama watashi wo itsumo aishite hoshii tame ni
anata no yorokobu kao ga mitakute itsu made mo
tsukue no naka ni itsu made mo shimatteta kapuseru wo...
kore wo nomihoseba futari zutto kuchizuke wo
are kara dore kurai tatta no darou ne
anata wa kono yo ni mou inakute hi ga shizunda
mawari no hito wa tsugitsugi to wakare wo tsugeta kedo
shizuka ni nemuru anata ni sotto kuchizuke wo
kono mama modorenai toki wo anata nashi de iki tsuzuketa
kioku ga watashi wo kurushime soko kara maku ga akimashita
futari de sodateta hanatachi mo ano koro wa
anata no soba de kirei ni sakimidarete ita ne
hitotoki no yorokobi sae kurushiku nagai yoru no naka
eien ni mezamenai tsumetai naifu de watashi wo...

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I don't need this body which will only grow weaker and rot
even though we could have loved each other forever
so that you'll love me this way always
I want to see your happy smiling face forever
when I swallow the capsule... that I always kept locked in my desk
we can kiss forever. How long has it been since then?
without you in my world, the sun has set.
I've said goodbye to those around me one after another but,
I gave you a kiss as you slept quietly.
I've lived out the time without you, that can't be turned back
the memory tortures me, since then something new began.
the flowers we grew together back then
now bloom in profusion beautifully by your side
even a moment of joy pains me through this long night
. with a cold knife to close my eyes eternally....