revenge of the living dead I owe you cris Lyrics

I cant recall a moment
when you ever left my side
my mistakes are cutting there way
through my back
what do i need to do?
what do i need to show?
that im alive
or am i really...
dying inside
im laughin outside
nothing seems to be alright
theres nothing on you
theres something on me
outlined in red
you wont have to wait
this time i wont leave you...
i cant stop laughing at myself
i f___ed up again...
close the door..
im through being a ghost.