Mental Dfj's Diary Lyrics

when I was younger I knew I'd never "give in" no matter who fell I'd be the exception an arrogant little p____ who knew nothing at all my head up my a__ I thought I stood so tall I know that this is f___ed but my feelings are strong I've gotta fight for my will before it's completely gone but now I'm doubting all that I am everything's changed but my beliefs stay the same I'm no longer inspired by the reasons why and I feel like I'm gona die