Grade Tearjerk Lyrics

I FEAR THE FEAR THAT STALKS ME AN IRRITANT WHICH DWELLS AND THRIVES UPON THE THRESHOLD THAT DEFINES ALL MEANING AND I WAIT I FEAR THE FEAR I THAT HAUNTS ME I FEAR THE UNDEFINED MY NON-EXISTENCE I FEAR IT THE ABDUCTION OF MY UNDERSTANDING I'M JUST A SERVANT TO THE ENDURANCE OF DEATH I'M NOT DISPENSABLE BUT I CANNOT ESCAPE NATURES LAWS I'M NOT DISPENSABLE I'M AFRAID I NEED A REASON TO COMPENSATE I'M A CAPTIVE OF AFFLICTION