Raf Bringin Me Down (with Vee) Lyrics

INTRO
yeah
i represent the kree a shen crew (nawhhhooooo)
and i also represent for the S.A.S crew
i represent for hiphop.. and i represent for myself
do i find it hard to represent for myself??.. yeah
check this out

VERSE 1

i keep my mouth closed.. my mind open
as i stop.. my heart froze.. my eyes soaken
from the thoughts of being a square in the circled hole
like walkin on broken glass.. i feel cuts on my soul
how can i love someone else.. when i got trouble with myself
i lose sight of today.. in the past i dwell
whats different about today.. i ask myself..
but whats wrong with me.. i guess its hard to tell
i can't excel.. when i got my self-esteem on a low
my friends got my back.. but i need me on it also
know myself best.. sometimes i don't know at all
thats the problem with me.. i wish i was someone more
everynyt seems to be another day wasted
of me not doin anything to change the basis
can't take it, its like its testin my patience
but i hate this, i guess this is a very slow process

CHORUS

don't wanna be what i've been and i've seen
i want to change the way i see beneath me
i hope for a way out here
don't wanna be what i've struggled to throw away
been brought down by myself
i can't keep thinkin like this any more now

VERSE 2

Had many thoughts of my life at the end of a knife
at times it feels right.. at times i wanna stay alive
i wish to change pace.. as i walk up these hills
i see my face in the grey.. it reflects how i feel
as i try to break free.. nothings budgin!
been afraid to share what i think because of wrong judgements
made by others but why do i fear what they say
i suffer from from paranoia.. since i first cried from the pain
and its insane.. the way i can't control
these emotions triggered by each one that i keep close
even those whu i barely know change the minutes that pass
and without rap.. i wudn't think there be raf
and thats fact.. and eahc friend that i've made
i tahnk you all with my heart.. as u helped paved the way
through the rain.. i break thru the clouds in my path
but i still wait for the day i be free at last!

CHORUS

BREAKDOWN

I can't keep hurtin myself..
i can't think it ain't workin
i know its worth bein proud of bein whu i am

CHORUS

INSTRUMENTAL OUTRO