So many wrong ways, so many scars,
So many empty days into this world of grey,
I clench my hands, standing on the edge, now isolated,
With no redemption to be found.

I've wasted so many words,
I've grown into the realm of lies,
I have no purpose or glorious goals,
To lead my soul.

God, tell me why I have to face,
This state of slow disintegration.

So many gestures, so many nights,
Trying to fight my fears, to delay misery,
A very last time before I die,
I let it go away and I just give up once again.

All my expectations, all the lives I could have dreamt of,
All of this will turn to dust, scattered in a wind of misery,
A random shift in suffering scales, a vanishing grain of sand,
Into the sea of nothingness, I've lost all hope or faith.

I fall deep into oblivion, a wish to not share the pain,
I'm far beyond all denial and vain negation,
I desecrate the foundations of my own fragile existence,
I'm lost into the purest darkness,
I suffocate under the weight of grief and deception.

I've wasted so many words,
I've grown into the realm of lies,
I have no purpose or glorious goals,
To lead my soul.

God, tell me why I have to face,
This state of slow disintegration,
Tell, tell me why we all remain,
Engulfed into sheer emptiness,
I cannot see the light beyond.

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