Haste The Absentee Lyrics

And it feels like lead to think to let anything else in.
Too heavy to stand, I want to push out!
Please, god, this tears me apart on the inside!
You've quit, and you suck,
and you are still the same, as far as i can see.
I wish to breathe. I can't take this change, I would rather stand here with my hands gripping my throat.
What now? You find yourself on the outside? What about them? What about her? And what about all of your responsibility?
I find this in blood. For some it's easy to walk away, but I find that I can never break.
This hurts. It tears me apart on the inside.
I've quit, we're done! It seems that now you're the absentee.
I still feel so much for you

-R