As Cities Burn The Sickness of Your Memory Lyrics

How can I stop this stubborn heart
From pumping blood to what's left of you in me?
Can't you see that I'm growing weak
And your memory is a leech?

The temperature of your voice
Fires my fever to keep me from the cold.
(I'm losing you, I'm losing you)
I'm losing you.

You look so beautiful in this hospital bed
Of what we said would never end.
I know it's pitiful, but this medicine
Says I'll never feel again.

I'll still monitor your heart rate
To calculate your health,
Even when it's keeping me from sleeping
'Cause it's beating for someone else.

And if bitter is all I can be, I'd rather not be at all.
And if bitter is all I can be, I'd rather not be...
(And if bitter is all I can be) you look so beautiful
(I'd rather not be at all) in this hospital bed
(And if bitter is all I can be) of what we said would never
(I'd rather not be!) end.
(And if bitter is all I can be) I know it's pitiful
(I'd rather not be at all) but this medicine says
(And if bitter is all I can be) I'll never feel
(I'd rather not be!) again.

(I'm sickened by your memory) how can I stop this stubborn heart
(Of losing you, of losing you) from pumping blood to what's left of you in me?
(I'm losing you.)