MUCC Danzetsu Lyrics

aru asa neboketa kare wo sore wa totsuzen okoshita
shinjirarenai no ni fuan dake de kanashiku nari
betsu no koto wo muriyari kangaeru kodomo

densha wa jojo ni sore ni chikazuiteiru
daisuki na MONO sae mo tada no katamari ni mie hajimedashi
itsumo to chigatta fun'iki ni obie hajimeru kodomo

sono koro wa mou nichijou no ichibu ni natte shimatteite
sono toki ga ichiban tanoshikute sore ga kare no yuuenchi deari doubutsuen datta
ishoku no kankyou ni manzoku s___e shimatteiru kodomo

"owari" to iu genjitsu wo shiranakatta osanago wa
amari ni mo muzan de zankoku na kotae wo shirasareta
jinbutsuzou de sae mada kare no naka ni kakutei shikitteinai no ni
"suki" "kirai" dake no sekai de PUTSURI to shadan sareta kiroku

hi ga kureru ni tsure sore wa jojo ni katachi wo kae hajimeru
daremo kare mo ga HIBI no haitta basho wo muriyari umeyou to s___a
nandomo outo wo kurikaesu kare no f__ai f__ai mizo wa
yagate nanimo umerarenai katachi ni henkei s___e yuku

DOA wo akeru to minareta keshiki wa masshiro de
kiita koto no nai urusai chinmoku ga totemo kurushikute
nareshitashinda byoushitsu wa boku hitori ni wa hirosugite
atarashii SHIITSU ga nazeka kanashimi no ato wo osu
madogiwa ni kazarareta hana ga mushou ni itoshikute
MEMO chou ni wa kotoba dake ga kanashiku tsuzurareteite
atatakai hazu no BETTO wa doushiyou mo naku tsumetakute
DOA wo aketemo ano keshiki ni wa nido to deaenai

sayonara...? sayonara...

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Kanji Danzetsu

ある朝寝ぼけた彼をそれは突然おこした
信じられないのに不安だけで悲しくなり
別のことを無理矢理考える子供

電車は徐々にそれに近づいている
大好きなモノさえもただの塊に見え始め出し
いつもと違った雰囲気に怯え始める子供

その頃はもう日常の一部になってしまっていて
その時が一番楽しくてそれが彼の遊園地であり動物園だった
異色の環境に満足してしまっている子供

「終わり」という現実を知らなかった幼子は
あまりにも無残で残酷な答えをしらされた
人物像でさえまだ彼の中に確定しきっていないのに
「好き」「嫌い」だけの世界でプツリと遮断された記録
日が暮れるのつれそれは徐々に形を変え始める
誰も彼もがヒビの入った場所を無理矢理埋めようとした
何度も嘔吐を繰り返す彼の深い深い溝は
やがて何も埋められない形に変形して行く

ドアを開けると見慣れた景色は真っ白で
聞いたことのないうるさい沈黙がとても苦しくて
慣れ親しんだ病室は僕一人には広すぎて
新しいシーツがなぜか悲しみのあとを押す
窓際に飾られた花が無性に愛しくて
メモ帳には言葉だけが悲しくつづられていて
暖かいはずのベッドはどうしようもなく冷たくて
ドアを開けてもあの景色には二度と出会えない

さよなら...?さよなら...

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Severance

A certain morning, it jarred him awake when he was still half asleep
Although he couldn't believe it, he became sad only out of dread
The child forced himself to think about something else
The train is steadily coming closer to it
Even his favorite things are starting to look only like lumps
The child is getting scared by the unusual atmosphere
At that time, it had already become a part of his everyday life
He enjoyed himself the most then; that was his amusement park and his zoo
The child was satisfied with his distinctive environment
The little child who didn't understand the reality of "end"
Was given an answer much too atrocious and cruel
Although the decision still hasn't settled inside him despite his character
In his world limited to "love" and "hate", records are blocked off all at once
As the night falls, that starts changing shape steadily
They struggled one and all to fill by force the chaps that opened
While he keeps throwing up over and over, his deep, deep gash
Is transforming into a shape that nothing could ever fill
When I open the door, the familiar scene is pure white
The loud silence that I had never heard before is extremely painful
The hospital room to which I am now used is too wide for me alone
And the new bedsheets somehow brand me with the scars of my grief
The flowers displayed by the window are really lovely
Only words are being written down sorrowfully on the message pad
The bed that should have been warm is invariably cold
And even if I open the door, I'll never be able to come across this scene again
Goodbye...? Goodbye...