You don't understand me,
You most likely never will,
I don't even understand myself,
Everyday I wait for the end,
Every night I destroy myself,

I beat myself, because I hate myself,
I abuse myself, because I like it,
Torture is what was given to me,
A screwed up life from which I'll never be free,

I gotta hold down, gotta get right to it,
Self inflicted pain, I just gotta go through it,
A razor in my grasp, I'll cut right through my vein,
The next best thing is a bullet in my brain,
Scar my body and scar my thoughts,
I'll show you how much self worth I have,

Confined to this body and trapped in this mind,
The blame I lay is to all of mankind,

When will this torturous game ever end,
If it get any worse, suicide I will befriend,
In the meantime, I see the worlds grime,
Something's gotta be done and done right now,

You either laugh or cry at the things I do,
You don't realize I'll do them to you too,
I look at this life and I p___ in it's face,
It did no good for me,
I can't decide if I want to die,
Or live this life blood thirsty,

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