I was hoping you'd arrive
with your arms open wide
and still my b___erflies,
but you don't look at me that way,
the way that people often do
when they know they'll share the rest of their lives.

So I except that I must go
and continue on my own
but you must keep your eye out,
or maybe we could share another summer
evening beer in the garden of the cottage
with your father in the lounge
watching tennis on his couch...
we're home.

We could steal another lamp
from the workers down the road
and just talk for hours
in that tiny dark room
with a single bed and stickers on the wall that glow. Then you and I would fall asleep with our lips pressed
gently together and wake up in the exact same place.

Do you know what it's like
to have your stomach ripped out
and to be left there bleeding,
and to continue on your own
when you know that she's fine
because she's coping better without you.

And the stinging sound of this empty house which was once filled up with the things that your trying to forget but you now have a choice, to gradually improve or just die.

And the easiest way is the way that you know is wrong and you're scared,
yes you're scared that you might get hurt
but you see, you see that's what happens
when you try to end it all
because you really just want to get better,
and I'm not gonna cry for her anymore I'm done.

maybe we could share another summer
evening beer in the garden of the cottage
with your father in the lounge
watching tennis on his couch...
we're home.

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